i think if keeping army alive would’ve been his intention, he wouldn’t have dropped that song :’)))

awh babe *wipes your tears* believe me, i cried a river writing the last scene. and then i cried an ocean editing that very scene :’) but also, oh my god. you’re literally the first person mentioning this bc i was like, truly wondering if someone would !! can i give you a hug lmao 😭 but yeah, an absolute throwback to the first chapter.. he really lives by that belief. he meant it the first time he said it and he still holds that truth close to his heart :( tysm for reading, i adore you 🤍

maya omg hello !! how have you been, i haven’t seen you around in such a long time 🥺 ALSO YASSS THAT’S SO EXCITINGGGG. tumblr dash has been a bit dry these days, but if someone has any advice for maya, especially if you’ve been to kpop concerts before, please feel free to help her out !! 🤍

i also feel like his taste in music and mine differ a lot.. but i love how that calmness inspires him, and how he puts it into his songs bc it gives me such great comfort (4 o'clock, winter bear, snow flower cmon). will be sobbing when his album drops :’) but yeah, some recs are so nice!! enjoy them 🥺

our pretty lil angel.. i miss him a lot, i hope he’s doing well 🥺

hmm honestly, i can’t remember odd bts dreams, and so many of them end up being either angsty or nsfw lol but i do remember the very first dream i ever had of them, just when i was starting to stan them!!

i was talking to jk and he was all unmotivated and dejected.. and i asked him what was going on and he vented about how he didn’t feel appreciated by the members and the world, and that he works hard but still feels like an outsider. (back then I didn’t know that he was/is literally among the most popular kpop idols out there) but anyways i cheered him up and promised how much the boys and his fans love him and his bambi eyes looked at me and then he went in for a kiss i think? it was strange bc i didn’t bias him back then at allll!! i knew he was the maknae, so my brain probably straight up went ‘protection mode’ lmao :’)

if you smell something strange, that’s my heart melting n evaporating in the middle of his palms </3

ana omg long time no see, how have you been!! and thank you 🥺 i’m so genuinely excited for them, too, so manifesting energy for all those wips 🤍

a heavy burden is a howl’s moving castle au. it’s been in the works for 2 (!!) years and another one of those fics that just needs the ending written. but the last scene is an incredibly hard one.. i hope for miyazaki’s creativity to seep through me at some point, cos i really wanna post this fic :’)

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heaven to you.. it’s my milestone fic. long overdue and.. do i say it… after all this time, do i say it :’))) okay ill just say it htyisathreesome HHHHH that’s all i’ll give!!!

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and moonglade was mentioned here!! 🤍

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